So this morning I'm weepy and super horny, only means one thing, my period is on her way. I hate that bitch. Took care of the horny part, for now, now sitting on the couch crying. Not sobbing, just a woe is me pity party cry.
It's funny, I have everything I need and mostly everything I want, my other wants are coming in pieces, different stages. I AM impatient though. I'm really ready for my house to be finished. It's getting there. My new stove arrives tomorrow and should be hooked up by the time I get home from work, I'm actually excited about that for some reason and then my new kitchen arrives on Friday. It's going to be a lot of work!!! But will be soooooo worth it!! I still haven't unpacked everything. I have lots of books and now I hate my bookshelves so I have nowhere to put them. I love books. Wish I had more time to read.
I need to go paint some doors, that's my "homework" for the weekend. I hate painting.
Tyler and I rode all over Polk County yesterday looking for a doggie to love. We are being very specific and picky this time and not letting anyone talk us into a dog we're not 100% in love with. We found a few at the SPCA but they had already been adopted. Two Dachsunds (sp?) and a Shitzu, two of the breeds we decided we wanted. Then of course Tyler fell in love with a German Shepard, unfortunately my home owner's insurance company would cancel me if I got him, sucks, he was a good boy.
Don't really feel like being around my family today but of course I'm expected to make an appearance at lunch. I feel like I just want to spend the day with me today, but I'll get a guilt trip if I ask for some alone time.
I want to go find some pretty, comfortable, really green grass somewhere and lay in the sun and wait for Edward to show up. LOL Although I think I'm too old for that kind of love and passion, right now I'd settle for a second income. HA! And that's so not true, I've turned that opportunity down a couple of times in the last few weeks... I am SO fucked up. I SAY I want a nice guy, just an all around nice guy, with a job, morals, manners, who is a gentleman, but THEN I find that, well, he's actually been around for many years, and I can't commit to him. If I was just attracted to him, even a little bit, I could probably work with that. But I'm not attracted, at all. And what's funny is he ISN'T A BAD LOOKING GUY!!!! AND he has a job! AND he has NEVER, not even ONCE let me pay for ANYTHING when we have gone out and in fact paid for Tyler last time we went out to lunch and the movies and got irritated that I even suggested picking up Tyler's part of everything!!!!!!!!!!! WTF IS WRONG WITH ME??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? wtf is wrong with me?
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